当我对它微笑,它游向了我;

跟它讲话时,它停留在我面前,

当我用手去触碰玻璃时,它的嘴也移到了我手放的地方;

我就那样久久的站在那里看着它时,它也久久浮的在那里一张一闭的呼吸着。

后来我跟它说goodbye,当我转身时,它也转身游走了。

He was swimming to me when i was smiling to him.

He was stayed in front of me during i spoken  to him.

He moved his mouth to my hand where my hand putted on.

i just looked him longer and longer, he was floating there longer and longer and opened and closed his mouth to breathe.

till i said “goodbye” to him, he turned away during i turned away.

he could understand what i thought. i believe there something is common between fish and human.   

想看银河🌌

走到尽头时才能谦卑下来

有什么比生命更重要的吗?

承认自己的渺小和软弱

没有想像中丢人

如果徜徉在银河中,我会想什么呢?

我的爱人

我的家人

每一次成长都伴随着每一滴眼泪和每一次教训

今天我尝试用一种温和而坚持的口吻对她说我做不到,需要她做为领导的角色来处理这个问题,而不是我这个角色能处理的问题。我更不想接受她一如既往的口吻对我说,你去想想办法!那不是尽靠我想办法就能解决的问题!

所以今天我心平气和的跟她说,我真的没有能力在根据要求调课表,不仅仅是涉及课程,时间,老师的问题,而是怎么样能在有限的时间内又可以上校内课又可以上选修课,而且课时量还要足够!

她也觉得很为难我,所以估计回去看过课表,跟任课老师沟通后又来问我具体涉及到的中学生报名选修课的名单,及是否可以调上课时间等等。最终是在不改变中学课表,又能让学生可以上选修课的情况下,调整2个学生周三的吉他到周一上,和跟西方哲学老师商量,是否可以请他把周三的课调在周一上?这样的话,西方哲学不用取消,孩子可以上,中学课表可以不用大幅度修改,老师不用调整。4全其美!

Asked more wisdoms from heaven!

so balanced the bosses requests and teachers requests and students requests.

我知道,为此,我哭过,伤心过,愤愤过,口气也不好过,脸色也不好过,甚至,对人性失望过。。。但是最终都没能解决问题。。。我想每一滴眼泪都是成长,都是具有价值的。

September 17th, 2014

Do not leave me along

My friend.
成长,一定要伴随无赖吗
成长,一定要有离别吗
成长,一定要有伤悲吗?
成长,不得不成长的成长

当你也变得口是心非
当你也变得漠然
当你发现你回不到过去得单纯
当你开始怀疑人生

其实

就是人生
充满各种谎谬的东东
充满了谎言的人生

可悲的是
我们那么喜欢谎言

Day 17

sometimes, you feel you are scared to open the door whick looks like closed.

sometimes, even the door is opened, but you can not go into. 

but, just try it, don’t think about too much negative things will happen.

then you can fly as higher as pigeons in the blue sky.

like last night, i couldn’t got to bed again when i awake at early morning around 3 o’clock. i was trying to figure out what i’ve done on my job. then i was going to write, write, write, till 5:30. i was not mean to post that job descriptions on we chat( now, i am so thankful we chat) . but i do posted on! i never imaged what’s going on with bosses even include principal J, they all have seen that message though.

alright, storms, come ba, much heavy much better! 

the bosses talked to me immediately! 

and then have a discussing with principal soon.

then will have a person to share the job next week. 

before this, i did not think they well really do something for me. i even thought i am going to quit. 

thanks we chat .

so just try to open the door by any way, leave the scary  away!

now my heart is flying like pigeons.

September 3rd, 2014

有一种被人遗弃的屈辱和绝望感

理智上,我想像主耶稣说的那样,父啊,原谅他们,因为他们不知道他们在做什么?

情感上,好难,真的好难,我承认我真的被伤到了,我不想在去提起这些事情,去想;因为这样的话我的眼泪可能无法停止。 甚至不知道要怎么活下去。

被嫉妒和怀恨也就算了,需要这么伤人吗? 

Day15

For the first day of school. I was totally escaped from meeting cos I was too sleepy. Back home ASAP to sleep since I did not sleep almost 30 hours. head was complete stopped during the day
Ah man is an elaborated thing!

聆听雨声,哗啦啦拍打着白杨树叶 静谧时刻,可想可思可忆人生美好 有些时候,只消一见身影变解相思 哗啦啦啦,哗啦哗啦哗啦啦哗啦啦