mei you yao dao che pai hao, yi liao ahi zhong .
felt the relationship is becoming much better now, i don not is she changed or am i changed or both? anyway felt good now, like i told her i am so lucky because of i have two tolerant bosses.
i can not kick out someone from heart….
I’m gonna miss mom so much.
I think that might be good for her, even like this; it still grieves me.
I’ll always pray for you mom.
God love you mom forever!
I love you mom forever!
i d like to share a song here
印象比较深刻的事我的小宇宙又爆发了一次，不过上帝是美好的，总是那么美好，当我崩溃的是只是小声的呼求；主耶稣帮帮我，帮帮我！有位天使老师就给我了超长的拥抱和默默的陪伴，以至于下午因为体育实在很难调的时候， 只有她的语文课可以动了，as so far，这是我第3或4次打印分发课表给老师们了，而且刚刚发完我认为的最终版，还告诉老师们，只有他们不找我，我不再因为课表找他们了！不到10分钟，有需要调整！Godish. 还让不让我活了！不过anyway, 我都很心平气和的跟每一位老师沟通，咨询他们的想法，然后再找另一位老师，咨询她的意见，再征得同意后再做调整; 天使最给力的一句话是：我无条件支持你的工作；我授权给你了！with a comfort heart!
Thank you jesus, i’ve even known you love me so deeply. but sometimes i still collapsed with mood.
GOD, Thanks for you dispatching many many angels to surround me.
I can survive within you!
Today, i’ve learnt from teachers which are work with me from school
we have had a whole day meeting to share where we’ve learnt from school’s training and outside training on summer; every teacher has shared a lot important view and some operable ideas. like 4 ones/week which is 1book,1reading notes… and some other useful information.
when it turned me to talk about my ideas, even i’ve know i want to talk many my views and feeling, i just told i’ve got my goal since i’ve worked here more than 2 years. that are have a owe family with full of happiness which means HOME FRONT. That is very important!
And Be a teacher.
and be a good teacher.
and be a famous teacher(not because i like to be papular. the reason is then i can share more experiences to people who need. in another word is means i have to pay more time and effort on.)
i feel alive again!
Make a good view which stand on a high stage!
August 20, 2014
some teachers told me why the courses arranged like that?
could be adjusted again like 7th grade math, chinese, pe and 9th math, chinese,even Oral english…..
I could not say no to them but i felt tired to adjust.
Am on myself after badminton playing.
August 19, 2014
By the lower elephant
Hope i will continue to record some thoughts here every day from now on
Sometimes, work is boring, and do not want to do or keep it at last time.
I have had finish hands works when i got something to do from boss, teachers immediately. but i could not see the result or achievement. so i felt i am not a important person, not like a teacher; which position is like this. everyday did fragment!
last month, l’ve got a personality test that showed i am not happy now, because of i have to do something those i don’t want to! Agree with some words i am not agree with!
the only thing i can do is to compromise.
No exactly right or wrong.
there are a few people would be awesome.
maybe i am just too young to have many ideas.
August 18, 2014